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I live near St. Albans but I don't know any cool tricks on the skateboard =... I don't even know how to ride a skateboard :/
Ur still going out with Bethany?
if you lived. where I lived, I could teach each other new tricks. then you wouldn't be lonely anymore. Also something good will come your way I know it.
lol i hope so. id fuck with that too. id be dope.
like i have friends. but no one lives by me
except kristin, but ya know…shes not allowed outside
I just spoke to my mom. Idk, Im really stressed out. Im trying to find a better paying job than the one I have. I’m dealing with the last remaining bullshit of school. Im trying to find a better internship, ya know, one with consistency and not randomly popping up.
I’m getting money and forced to spend it. I had to drop a couple hundred for my date and I at prom. I had to drop money for my limo. I have to drop over 100 for after prom tickets as well as other things. I hate seeing my mom spend so much money on my graduation party and my prom suits and all that.
And i still have no summer clothes. Besides the aspect of feeling lonely, I hate being in a position of feeling like im not being productive. I hate being in a position to not have money. Besides the feeling of feeling remotely(understatement) lonely, I’ve just felt like I’ve been giving more than I receive. Oh Sir Paul McCartney you were wrong. This literally goes with about everyone in the past few weeks. Where I feel like the balance is off, but its in my nature to do that..ya know, give and give and not really expect to receive anything back. Just at times it becomes enough. Show some effort, well atleast try to even the score guys.
Not like my life is hard, because its not at all. But everyone has rough patches, and im in one of them. Sucks
Someone in St Albans just come get donuts with me and teach me some tricks on my skateboard.
your blog is wickeddd! (y)
God bless the the white men of the seventies for being so damn awesome!!🙌
god bless the black people white people stole from.
Fashion.rock and roll. Ya know, everything but egg whites in the morning.
I don’t want any of you to get the wrong idea. I complain on here only because I hate giving people my problems. I don’t need anyones help.I just get tired of holding it in because that’s when it feels worse. So I bitch on here, so I don’t have to annoy anyone.
With that being said
Maybe I’m going through withdrawl from this weekend. I’ve come to terms with things I suppose. Schools over june 10th and its sad how many people ill lose contact with june 11th. I don’t really get invited places. I typically feel out of place at school, and I’ve been stressed. I’m just nervous that is all. But because I have no one where I live to hang out with, my only two refuges is school and work. I hate work and I feel out of place a lot at school,although I’m fairly popular and well liked.
I just feel lonely as fuck. No one texts me. No one calls me. No one really does shit with me period or atleast not to the point I feel they’re interested and I’m not being annoying. The constant bad texters and all that start fucking with you.
I just feel lonely a.f. I just wanna kick it and eat donuts and skate or something.